special

my cat/dog/pet is special

my boyfriend is special

our connection is special

what is special

one asks

other than they exist

& have limited consciousness


no answer

except it is their choice

so whatever they choose is special

because they are so special

they are not just a

depressed being

feeling like a prisoner of circumstance

all the time

they are special

& by default

all occasions they are involved in are special

not just a boring meaningless unfractal disaster


there are some who ask me to

see how everyone is special (including them ofc)

not just me

another roundabout way of aiming at equality

which is not the reality


what that special is

they can't themselves put their finger on

the word is now in hyperoveruse

any gremliny idiosyncracy

or inclination towards self-torture

or bad habits or brattiness or idiocy

is termed as special


how are they different from

all the half-dead mindprogrammed hellbound zombies here ?

can they even inhabit the heart of their own sun ?

most won't even gno what that is

or where to begin

but they are all special


in time before the current age of utter stupidity

where mere existence

while going on a downward spiral is special

beings used to

develop their soul

through penance and devotion to divine

gaining many real powers in the process

only than did they come

to be gnown as a rishi (seer)

or someone special